Saturday, January 24, 2009

togsh-togsh?!

early morning, bad trip na?! me nd my bana were having an argument about togsh-togsh. gusto man gud niya pero nibalibad ko. wala lang ko sa mood, i wanted to rest kay medyo everyday na. basta man gud sige medyo sakit ang tahi, kamo ka ha manganak halos every year beh. imagina niyo ang panapton na tastason tapos tahion na pud for 3 times. mga dagkong bata pa jud among mga anak pag-gawas so expected jud na taas pud. murag gakatastas every moment na magkontak mi mao nang usahay mubalibad jud ko. i have the right to say NO man pud oi but lisod kaayo pasabton akong bana oi. after our third baby nagsugod jud ni problema. sapoton dayon akong bana basta di madayon, issue kaayo sa iya ug dili ko. akong bana man gud athletic, jogging ug basketball, part na jud nas iyang kinabuhi so medyo active ug agressive jud siya. magsakit iyang buot basta di kapahungaw. hay?! kun kaya lang nako everyday, every hour-minute, ngano gung dili. i have other priorities baya pud, work-children-house-myself. unta masabtan sa akong maidlot na bana.

anyway, di ko anad expresssing myself sa mga friends lalo na sa uban tao. meemyselfmyat lang jud nakahibalo sa tanan. i just want something new, not only this year but unta hantod-hantod na that is why i am trying my best to open up nah kay pait kaayo ang maghilom lang. one of my weaknesses man gud kay maghilom lang. gusto nako wala-on na sa ako and i think this is a good start.

goodluck to me?!

by the way, i have an entry last week na naka draft pa. ill post it asap, im waiting for the pics pa.

i'm back for good... btw, i was out of coverage area kay medyo nabusy inyong amiga. expect a lot of new things?! bleh....

3 comments:

Cathapulan said...

such an honest entry u got here gang hehe.
ataya sad ni hubby oi. dili na maau. bad, very bad heehehe.
talk about it nalang, explain to him ur side. kai aron sad makasabot sya nd ma guilty and para mawala ang urge hehe. :)

meemyselfmyat said...

thanks au gang... ay dah ga-inarte na sad lagi?! togsh-togsh ra japon katapat gang.

Anonymous said...

hi its elaine.. mashock ko saimong entry girl ,mas shocking pa sa LA killing blog lol ,first tym visit here n ur blog and damn the topic i love lol jkes ..btaw gurl just compromise make a deal wd him but other side gurl gotta tink na atleast he still wanted u all this years babies and evryting and he wants it from U and not from any hoe ;)

i never turn down TOGSh2x ws it? from my hubby lol lol lol